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| Parvati’s Paradise through Quiltmaker Eyes Note JP's left footprint on the main PPQP page. NEW PICTURES EXPECTED FOR WEEK OF NOVEMBER 22nd. PLEASE BE PATIENT IF THEY ARE A BIT SLOW TO APPEAR. The quilt has become TOO BIG to photograph well!! I am physically unable to manage the task alone and have needed to wait for human assistance AND co-operation from the weather on days when help is available to me! I'm EXTREMELY GRATEFUL, and deeply touched, by your continued support and encouragement. It's especially inspiring to have feedback from other Quiltmakers who are following my technical & creative progress. LATEST INSTALLMENT: I have worked on the quilt as my primary activity for the past few days. The back and bindings are planned and a variety of fabrics have been cut for these purposes. As the website publishes today, I'll be working on sewing the tiny bundles of JP-collected stones into their chosen positions underneath the quilt top. Yesterday I finished sewing Parvati's Life Everlasting - the section of the quilt that borders the top of the center medallion. Working to include fabrics from other sections of the quilt, I was pleased to have enough of the miracle bead fabric left to mirror its presence in the Underworld as well as the central medallion. I have worked with a strong sense of the globalized love and concern that embraces this project each day and night on Jeannine's behalf. It's been a pleasure as well as a privilege to serve as a relay receptor for so many healing wishes and prayers. JP's personal involvement with this project has been instrumental in its success. Much as her Way of perceiving womancraft and utterly natural childbirth teaches us to cease doubting our own abilities and initiatives - I have been taught, through the making of this quilt, that I will never again think or say "I can't do that" in relation to my sewing aspirations and their brightest dreams. Anything I've learned through or from JP has been magnified in what I've learned through and from myself. I think in the best of worlds this is what all worthy teachers and life gurus would seek to impart. I am convinced in JP's case it is a tangible part of what gives her strength and courage at such a challenging point in her life's road. WE LOVE HER VERY DEARLY AND SHE KNOWS IT. The quilt seems different since JP has seen and handled it. Now it is not just a poetic interpretation of her teachings -- it has become a confirmed medicine blanket on her terms as well as my own. All quiltmakers know that few types of heart-centered gratification compares with the kind that comes from someone's joyful study of your creative sewing efforts. Watching JP search the quilt top with delighted eyes certain fits in that category! Now the winner will be assured of concrete blessings from JP as well as all those that have travelled the ethers during this project's inception. To keep myself on track I've begun to assemble the back of the quilt - using primarily blue fabrics and building a soothing counter- point to the colorful profusion on the top. Hopefully I'll have new pictures for display by the next publishing date for the website... Today (samhain) I collected the seven little bundles of stones that have been sitting in a sheltered rock cove of my outdoor Gaia altar. The bundles are very vibrant and I'm enjoying the prospect of sewing them into place beneath the top of the quilt. I find myself amazed afresh each day by the tremendous power that is generating from such simple cloth. The inner medallion pomegranates have formed a tribe of symbolic wisdom. Beyond them, work continues on the wide 18 inch border. To plan this border I studied a favorite book on African American quiltmakers in addition to re-reading my old dog eared copies of Pre-Natal Yoga and Hygieia. The quiltmaking book I selected contains a very nice over-view of creation quilts and how they are designed. As I contemplated the Underworld of Parvati's Paradise, e-mail conversation with JP re-shaped itself as an underpinning of the creative planning. In the same manner, the Underworld section of the quilt forms more of an underpinning of Parvati's vision than it is a representative 'fall from grace' or any other more traditional use for this part of the design surface. Surely such fall is well represented within JP memoranda on the subject: episiotomy, circumcision, paranoia-enriched birth management et cetera. This is subtextual in the quilt's implications rather than forming any of its design elements. In these matters the quilt is meant to serve as an authentic source of comfort rather than graphic illustration of societal rooted problems that undercut the vision at hand. In the design the underworld is lit and in fact created by an Eternal Yoni Goddess. Making this block was an wonderful experience. I revelled in the hot coral and orange color scheme and the lovely glittering paint embellishments. I also loved creating the Goddess of Yoni Integrity shortly after a phone conversation with JP. Working on the embellishment of this Goddess over the next few days, I contemplated the recurring use of butterfly fabrics. This implies an ongoing & catalytic transformation process that will transcend JP's vision and my confirmation of it. Soon the butterflies will fly free in the dreams and waking visions of this quilt's lucky winner!!! While working on these blocks I received a package from JP containing her tracings of hand and foot prints and a small collection of stones I requested she gather with her daughter, Halley. This was in an effort to honor the traditions of quilt making. My intent was to make seven sacred bundles containing seven stones each, to be scattered throughout the quilt's design between the top of the quilt and its batting. The bundles were constructed like traditional plains prayer ties. They have been 'marinating' in a very sacred spot within my garden. They determined for themselves a course of one lunar cycles' exposure to the sacred healing landscape I've helped to co-create before they're sewn into secrecy. At the time of this writing my creative PPQP energy is centered upon gathering the fabrics that will join the goddesses within their separate spheres of border influence and finishing the creation of JP's left foot print. This has been a lot of fun to create - from a gorgeous fabric containing violet and pink rain forest orchids - and I'm looking forward to taking pictures for the PPQP updates later in the week! There is always one fast moment of quickening when a pile of fabrics starts to transmogrify into a quilt. It flutters in the sacral center not unlike a baby in the womb. Sometimes I do feel an entire human life span in the making of a quilt. Rarely do I feel life, in its purest form, from a quilt top in-progress. It should come as no surprise that making Parvati’s Paradise is breaking all previously known rules and boundaries. Her benefit medicine blanket was breathing fully within a life of its own before it was a 36-inch square of piecework. I’ll admit it’s been a few years since I bent myself to the task of creating a king sized bed quilt. Thus I’m regaining the momentum of such undertakings through a beginning doorway of working in the ways that have been most common to my daily world. For two years I’ve made nothing but altar cloths. Thus the quilt began as an altar cloth and thus I came to see that it was not pre – or por-tentious to view the fabric in my hand as an authentic medicine blanket. It is just a simple fact like a river stone or a shooting star. Every altar has a central portal. In Parvati’s Paradise, that portal is a deep pomegranate/mulberry cloth of Japanese origin. It’s patterned in white, fuschia and orange flowers – chrysanthemums, a few highly over-stylized lotuses, cherry and plum blossom sprays and luminous white circles enclosing the flowers. Of course they are exceeding the circles – growing and blooming behind the containment. This, to me, is the core truth of JP’s initiatory nirvana – the beauty of life, in its form of strongly female & fertile embodiment, always growing beyond boundaries and all previous growth spurts. In a hint of irony I felt sure JP would appreciate, I approached the basic design structure as a very abstracted version of a tried-and- true quilt pattern most usually referred to as Courthouse Steps. Of course, once we are beyond the core lodestone of fertility, we can only begin a Creation Quilt with the Big Bang of a first sunrise. African inspired fabric hints at an entire pantheon of suns rising to shed light on both the heavens and the Middle Earth. These, balanced on both sides by an exuberant fabric patterned with an oscillating rainbow of miracle beads. I selected this in keeping with Jeannine’s ambition to create safety, love and reverence for each newborn baby. And this is the point at which Grandmother Spider descended. She is my portal into JP’s universe. Thus I have seen JP at different phases of her life patiently stringing the beads-of- miracles as tirelessly as one of the original Fates. This is the point at which I stopped consciously ‘making a quilt’ and simply entered the process that was blooming all around me. Two long strips of brilliant hot-rainbow spring flowers bloom in juxtaposition of the miracle beads. Look JP tells the spirit of each newborn child. Look at the beautiful world in which you’ve come to live! Definition of the central altar cloth/mandala of space: shadowed and yet illuminated ivy leaves that shelter nearly invisible wrens. This for the exalted place wrens hold in all the old legends but also because JP’s linear voice is so melodic and compelling. Into this space flew a butterfly created from fabric printed in its own image. Settlng in the lower yin quadrant of a perpetual sacred space, she is counterbalanced in the upper yang quadrant by a heart of knowledge. This heart defines itself boldly, definitively, with an apple missing one bite. The bitten section is highlighted with traces of gold paint I dabbed at it – this echoing the sweetness left in so many mouths (countless numbers, really …) as a direct result of somebody somewhere reading Hygieia or Pre-Natal Yoga ‘back in the old days’. Now is the time to move beyond the core lessons & prayer. The first outgrowth is a band of true-green oak leaves. This are dovetailed with illuminated mango colored batik patterned with Grandmother Tortoise. In this first group of borders we see the true test and challenge of female nature. Strength that is unshakable. Endurance that cannot be trifled with or trivialized. Life. Outgrowth. The two planes meet in squares of vibrant violet and teal desert blooms. This is the point at which I would stop if it were, simply, an altar cloth. But it is not. It’s time to think of what it’s necessary to include before the project’s first public viewing at WHC in Peterborough, NH. In this spirit I hand-paint an antique gold spider web just below the heart of knowledge. I begin the unexpectedly powerful process of creating a few very basic naïve folk art style of pomegranate appliques. This is a medicine I’m familiar with and so I begin in a spirit of knowledgeable confidence. I draw a decent rendition of a pomegranate, make an acrylic template from it, and promptly ‘lose’ the template! I work loosely with the flimsy paper drawing as a model rather than making another template. Because now it’ s belatedly obvious to me. They are Jeannine's pomegranates rather than mine and thus I am entering a previously unknown pomegranate universe. These darlings must be FREEBIRTHED each and every one! And so they are – a pair of very vibrant, fiery, painted-over pomegranates that will define the yang/horizontal axis of the medicine blanket. They are extremely realistic at least in the naïve folk art sense. And they glow so powerfully! When my young neighbor (who just happens to be named Korey) stood obediently still on her skooter in order to grimace-smile and display the second of the freebirthed pomegranates, the results jammed up JP’s Overlook program for hours! The first birthed pomegranate requested a special nimbus be painted on its stem side. This, to be placed on the left/yin side of the yang/horizontal axis, is clearly meant to convey the pomegranate’s wisdom of Lotus Birthing. The two simple, easy-to-construct glowing red pomegranates cause me to weep like I’ve never done anything else. It’s so beautiful and purifying that I don’t question it or seek to control the flow. I simply marvel at the sacred task before me and how much I’m learning from it. How much more will somebody learn when they actually sleep and dream beneath it ??!!? The vertical/yin axis forms itself with two fruits who were quick to define themselves as spirit pomegranates. I have no current idea what those might be but, evidently, JP has the downlow on it and so here they are making their way onto the quilt. Like the other two, they are made by reverse applique so that the ground cloth forms the focal image rather than the background. The topmost back-cloth in this case is dark rust and teal feathers Dreamtime feathers. The pomegranates are made from even more etheric pastel-hued feathers. All pomegranates are thinly bordered to accentuate the centrality. They’re further bordered more widely, on three sides. The fourth side is left open so their energy flows smoothly into the central altar space. The yang/red pomegranates are bordered with very gentle dreamy stars. The spirit pomegranates are bordered by – other spirit pomegranates that live within a highly stylized, moody fabric print destined to recur in the further outward reaches of the quilt. All four pomegranates are bordered, on the sides that make them the central ‘altar space’ of their particular border, by fabrics featuring wild flowering plants. These fabrics are in turn bordered with JP-encoded fabrics – magenta and hot pink spider webs on the vertical axis and the echoed repeat, on the horizontal plane, of the glorious Japanese fabric used for the initial central square. The corners of this border are the traditional diamonds-in- squares. They mirror each other on a diagonal axis. The high left-to-right axis diamonds are created from the same fabric as the spirit pomegranates. The low left-to right diamonds are deep vibrant blue pansies. It is a vibrant third eye Spirit Blue. Pansies are a powerful heart medicine. When the quilt returns from WHC, a Pomegranate will be sewn into each diamond. They’ve announced their intent on birthing themselves without revealing their fabric form at this time. I’ve already mentally placed at least four more spider webs without daring to run the risk that the paint won’t be dry enough to travel this evening, as the quilt must. BEHOLD! The first sustained glimpse of Parvati’s Paradise!! The PPQP was born in earnest just a short week ago! As I worked to complete the central medallion for display at the Women's Herbal Conference, each passing hour brought more mobilized awareness of the project and MORE loving energetic fuel sent in my direction as a result! I'm very grateful for that and humbly thank everyone who sent me conscious prayers and blessing! I'm especially grateful to IMANI for agreeing to serve as temporary mother to my Medicine Baby!! My entire family loved our first visit to the Alchemy Juice Bar and I'm looking forward to going back again, not just on behalf of collecting the quilt! [eta: when I did go back, my son and I made a point of arriving at lunchtime. Our meals were absolutely everything a perfect lunch ought to be. Tony declared his painfully delicious!] Wednesday September 1 -- JP's benefit quilt has raised over 400 dollars in its first week of existence!! Wouldn't it be WONDERFUL if we could maintain that level of positive influence on JP's quality of life! Imani was a little disappointed in the total raised at WHC but I pointed out it was quite a bit of grocery money ($175.00) and I also reassured her that we have plenty of time left - this is just the beginning of the process. With that in mind I'd like to ask everyone to fire up their email lists if they haven't already done so. Shake the tree of your personal resources just a little bit harder for this exceptionally worthwhile cause! h-o-m-e CONTACT |
| COMPLETED CENTRAL MEDALLION OF QUILT 56" SQUARE |